Wednesday, March 08, 2006
God r u asleep?how could u let this happen to me?my luck isn't taking a turn for the better.
today was the annual school cross country at macritchie.haiz.prob no 1 terrain sucks.i was able to run a bit after my sprain on mon and i over estimated myself and underestimated the terrain.the stupid me thought i could run through the incident without much of an incident but how wrong i was.i wasn't even half way through the forest part and i tink i sprain or nearly sprain my ankle again.though it seems worst now den b4.i had to walk back dejectedly jus in time to see the b boys coming back.i almost wanted to cry.one of those would have been me.it is my last year and i cant even complete the route though i would nt be satisfied with jus completing.well.i would nv allow myself to cry infront of others.
the prize presentation was equally as bad.i could have been the first few out there with a trophy in hand.but wad was i doing?watching them take the prize from a distance.i cant rmb the time when i last watch others take trophy in a running event when i dont even have 1.the centaur b boys team gt second place and though i dont tink i would make much of a diff but i would like to help out all the same or maybe it was for the sake of another trophy.oh well.
who could understand how i felt deep down?
posted at [8:41 PM]
LiFe is a BattleField
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