today is the first day of cny.every year is as sian as ever.only purpose is to collect money so i can use to buy stuff in the ltr part of the year.lolx.long distance cousin got their own cousin and own games to play.no where for me to join in.only can sit there and keep eating.haha.this year a bit of the diff though.i am a bit less sian cos toking on the phone.lolx.until my batt went flat and tried to use my mum's phone and found dat it was really difficult to use another phone to msg.really not used to it.argh!!! and i'm changing my phone.hell is coming.lolx
yesterday was supposed to shou ye.dey say den ur parents would be able to live a long life.hmmm.wonder if dat is true but i forgot bout it and slept at 1 plus.haha.wan my dad to live along life but not really my mum.cos my dad is quite nice except for certain occasion but those times r few and rare inbetween so i tink i can still cope with it.haha.for my mum i say fuck her.lolx.she can live long for all i care but pls can she be mute?haix.when she open her bloodly mouth she piss me off.
!!!!!!!!!!!!SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Time Trial
today is the day of the third and final time trial for the national cross-country event and i'm glad to say dat i have been improving all these while from 18 min plus to 17.46 min today.jus 1 sec behind ming zhang.haha.he is the most impt person in my race plan.haha.i wonder wad would i do when i wont be running with him during race day and i'm quite sure dat i can make it into the running team.having been going for trg and time trial consistently and getting the fastest time for the b div boys should be able to get me a place.haha.i sound so proud.lolx.maybe there is a reason y i run much faster today.haha.wonder if dat is true.haha.but den i have no way of proving it.though i hope and think dat it is true.lolx.i wonder if i can break the 17 min barrier dunring the actual race.HOPE.haha.i was stunned by my results today lah.supposed to be at turf city by 2.30 but den i only reach there almost 3o'clock.darm late lah.jus quickly did stretching and dat's it.haha.nv do warm-up nor drills lah.haix.but maybe it is due to this 'gd' start dat i have a gd ending.
i tink i shld work on my ending lah.i tink when i finish i look darm pathetic.haha.mus try.lolx
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Ahem
everyone have troubles of their own.jus rmb dat u r not the only one who have these troubles as well.ur problems aren't uncommon and it is jus how u handle dem.such probs cant be solved.it is jus a matter of how u take it.the lighter u take it the easier it will be for u.putting on an act might cause ur friends to not wry bout u but is sure does not make things easier for urself. the burden is jus too great have u to handle.let it go.even if it is a white lie it is still a lie and lying is nv a gd thing.maybe if u had act like ur true self, ppl would have been able to help u and u might not be living in the pain u r now.
i will always be there to help u lighten the load and my shoulder is always available for u
SMILE
smile for urself and not others.this would be the best birthday present for me.TRY IT at least.
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when for a bit of run today and i really meant a bit.haha. bout 3 laps in the west coast park.darm lag.haha.but it is a start.finally put in a bit of trg on my own.quite pleased.after dat went to wz house to watch cartoon.lolx.
nxt wk have tests lah but den no motivation to study.said to myself to study on mon but will i really do it? Who noes?pathetic.haha.still haven go dig out my notes lah.sian.this is starting off to be a bad academic year.
today watch tv the whole day lah.so very the lag.but i enjoy watching tv mah.classmate go out do notice board also nv go help a bit.dey go do hw i also nv go do.jus stayed home and lag.all the hw still haven touch lah.wad to do. if i go on like this i tink i would fail my 'o' levels. haha.heck.i go pray to gods instead.haha. Praying Praying Praying.lolx
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
slack during trg today lah. going to make up for it tmr.mus train harder.if not veri bad.haha.the new shoe which i have is fiery red in colour lah.so darm ugly and i dont have any clothes which can go with the shoes lah.still prefer the colour of my old pair of running shoes.haha.no choice.got to live with it for the rest of the year at least.lolx
i need to go tink of 15th feb present lah.so taxing.no idea no inspiration.haha.anybody help?lolx. greatly appreciated.haha.
my mum arh.haix.really very troublesome lah. she suxs.house quiet not gd meh?she mus make it until so noisy.today darm funny lah.she call me and ask whether i can buy dinner for her and she use those kind of attitude voice lah.said no and she hang up on me.later tried to call back cos maybe can buy but she dont wan to pick up the phone lah.den when i reach home she start to crap lah.haix
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i'm back
how many mths has it been since i last blog? i wonder haha. came back with an all new template. i tink it is really cool and i spent a lot of time b4 choosing this.anyway i tink i would be more active in blogging this time round.
oh right. wan zhen big thxs to u for all the help u have rendered me today.haha gonna look for during the feb for help again.haha.hope u dont mind.lolx
god. nxt wk have two tests and i'm veri sian diaox.tink i will spend 1 hour jus digging up the notes to study.haha. i nv been a very neat guy.lmao
this new year starts of so slowly and time seems to take forever to pass.i cant help but fall asleep in class despite my new year resolution not to slp in class.wth. there's nothing i can do. haha.
nxt wk still got time trials.it is after the chinese new year celebration lah.wth.half feel like bonning lah.hope i can do well though.i wanna do self-train lah but always not determined to do it.haiz.hope i dont lose to hendy in the coming school cross-country race though.lmao
dats all for today folks.hope to blog again soon.haha
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